The boy of my reality

okay so this is an unfamiliar territory, i met a boy more like i reconnected with an old schoolmate by accident anyway the thing is i really like him which is soooo funny since ive only known him now 4 a couple of days before which i barely knew he existed. lyk i don't know wat 2 do i dnt want 2 move too fast nd i m not sure how he feels about me sigh, at tyms lyk these i wish i cld read minds, lyf wld be so much easier if i cld. i have overthought every action since we met nd try 2 kip my mind off things and let them play out naturally. i don't know if i should call him or if i would be rushing things. arggghr this is just to frustrating. i love talking to him even though we mostly have nothing to say, its just the awkwardness of it all, i love the unexpectedness of our meeting. Anyway kip yhu updated in hopes that we make something out of this.im inspired by this quote i read on twitter- "You can never be happy if you’re trapped in the past and fearful of the future. Living in the present is the only way to be happy". till we do this again Lots Of Love

The Single Life

I really hate being single ive hated it 4 a long tym and i know it seems really funny to some people and to others it may seem pathetic but its just how i feel especially nowadays. when it comes to relationships im d go to gal 4 advice but in actual fact i have no real lyf experience dating. some people might wonder wat i lyk about relationships, especially some of my friends who bitch about the lack of freedom and the stress of commitment to one person. i love that you get to share your life with one person, share your precious moments as well as sad ones, share an intimacy not only a sexual one but also an emotional one, i like the going on dates, the cuddling, i like knowing you have someone there to look out for you, i like knowing there is someone out there thinking of me, i like that i can look forward to receiving calls and text messages from that special someone, whats not to like about that. Even though i know that relationships are not all good i still want all these things. my friends think am not bothered and i have high standards but i really am and i feel like ive just not found the right person with that connection. so till then im still happily or should i say sadly single. till we do this again Lots Of Love

intro or wateva u choose 2 call it

wow i really cant remember wen last i kept a blog but over d past few months ive felt the need 2 so here i am again im hoping dat dis wld help me kip my sanity. til we do dis again lots of luv